Willy

[tempting_the_fates]

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"I don't remember agreeing to anything," Nyx snorted, turning to face him. "What makes you so sure I want you, huh?"

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[tempting_the_fates]

"Do you really need me to say it?" Nyx asked softly, arching against him again.

[willysilver]

"Yes," he replied quietly. "I need to hear it. Tell me you want me. Tell me I'm not alone, the way I want you..."

[tempting_the_fates]

"I want you," Nyx whispered. "I always want you. You have no idea the hold you have on me, Will."

[willysilver]

"You say that as if I haven't felt a chasm in my soul that only you can fill," he whispered, kissing him again.

This time he let Nyx feel just how much he'd missed him.

[tempting_the_fates]

Nyx knew he had to be mindful of the things he said, that he was wild and couldn't commit to any one soul- But in the moment he always meant what he said. Always.

"Love you," he murmured.

[willysilver]

"Oh, dove," he sighed.

He'd wanted to hear it for so long. So many said it, none he believed, not the way he felt it when Nyx said it.

"Love you more," he assured him.

[tempting_the_fates]

"You could do better," Nyx assured him quietly, nuzzling his shoulder, then exhaling with a sigh.

[willysilver]

Willy turned to nuzzled his hair.

"Hey..." he said softly. "None of that..."

[tempting_the_fates]

"It's true," Nyx said softly, nipping lightly at Willy's shoulder.

[willysilver]

"Yeah? Then why haven't I? Why am I in your bed and not mine?" Willy whispered.

[tempting_the_fates]

"Because you're as mad as I am?" Nyx suggested, nipping at skin again.

[willysilver]

"You're not wrong," he chuckled, bending his neck to nip at Nyx in retalliation.

[tempting_the_fates]

Nyx pretended to pout at the bite, then curled up close again.

"You should fuck me," he whispered.

[willysilver]

"I think you get fucked enough," he replied.

He rolled Nyx back and pressed him into the bed as he tasted his tongue one more time before mapping his neck, shoulders, and chest with kisses. Willy adored him, worshipped him...

And made him wait.

[tempting_the_fates]

"You don't know what I get up to," Nyx insisted, squirming just a little beneath the other man and letting out a little gasp of pleasure. "I might be living like a monk now."

[willysilver]

Willy had reached his heart by then and simply answered, "Liar," before continuing to move lower.

[tempting_the_fates]

"Hey," Nyx said, catching hold of him to stop him going lower. "If I'm such a whore, maybe you should sleep in your own bed."

It was a stupid thing to get defensive about, and part of him knew it, but it still hurt.

[willysilver]

Willy lifted himself up and rose to meet his eyes.

"Wow. Taking celibacy that seriously, huh? Alright," he said.

He moved off and laid on his side, head propped on his elbow.

"Are you in any space for this? Be honest," he said, and said in that way he knew had some sort of grip on Nyx.

To pretend he'd never noticed was stupid.

[tempting_the_fates]

"Maybe I just don't get turned on by people implying I'm a slut," Nyx replied.

[willysilver]

"I implied you weren't a monk. You are the one who leapt to whore," Willy pointed out as he sat up.

"You're dying for a hit, aren't you?" he asked bluntly. "You're fucking me instead of digging out your rig. Life is great, right?"

[tempting_the_fates]

"You have no idea what I want," Nyx insisted, reaching for his cigarettes and shaking one out of the pack.

He was desperate for a hit though, or just... Something. For a moment he thought about calling Hex and going out, but... What would he even say? 'I can't get stoned, but fucking around with you is nearly as intoxicating?' Right, because that wasn't weird at all.

[willysilver]

WIlly flopped onto his back.

"I can hook you up tomorrow if you're ready to crash and burn," he offered. "You've been down that road bfore, but, hey...you're a fucking grown up. At least I know a clean source."

[tempting_the_fates]

"Fuck you," Nyx said quietly. "I'm doing my best, I'm staying off the hard shit."

Lighting up, he got to his feet and walked to the window. "I met someone recently. He was so intense in the bedroom. Soft everywhere else, sweet in all the best ways, but in bed... It was like I could stop thinking for a while."

[willysilver]

Willy smiled slowly.

"You met a dom?" he asked. "Yeah...yeah, I can see how you might like that. You, uh, wanna call him? I don't mind being back up dick. Honestly."

He clearly didn't. The lanky musician seemed pleased to hear Nyx's confession.

[tempting_the_fates]

"I barely know him," Nyx said, "And you're not a back up. No one is a backup."

And he meant that. Everyone Nyx connected with meant something to him, they were all important.